Thursday, June 17, 2010

Inseperable


For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons,a]"> neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord. - Romans 8:38-39

Nothing can separate us from His love.

Sunday, June 13, 2010

Friday night at Market Basket came around yet again, and at first glance, it seemed like any other ordinary, dull night at Market Basket. Until I spotted it.

It was a mosquito, hovering over my belt, watching me, taunting me as I rang a customer's order. It's tiny eyes locked with mine, and it deftly dodged my first swat. I bagged the order, and sent the customer on his way, and the battle began. But as I turned to face my opponent, I could not find him. He had disappeared, but I knew he would be back - he wouldn't give up that easily - he was out for blood. He may have won the battle, but I would win the war!

Minutes went by, and no sign of Mr. Mosquito. I began to think perhaps he left for good, until I heard a buzzing by my ear, and whirled around, ready to strike! Arms flailing, I swatted at the air unsuccessfully, as he just flew higher, out of my reach. Just as I thought he might come back down, I had to let him win that round, since I had a customer in my line.

An hour went by, and I let my guard down, cleaning the crud left on my belt by other customers. I bent down to pick up the paper towels and spray, and as I turned, I saw him. He was on my scanner, waiting there for me. I told myself, Melissa, it's now or never. And in one smooth stroke, I ripped off a paper towel and came down on Mr. Mosquito, and triumphantly discovered that there was no blood - he hadn't bitten me this time!

Smugly, I finished cleaning off my belt, satisfied that I had in fact beaten the bug. As the line for my register grew, I rang customers through quickly, ready to end the night. But as I rang in my last customer, I noticed something at the far end of my belt, and gasped.

Mr. Mosquito had a friend.

Friday, June 11, 2010

Now my feet won't touch the ground.

"Waiting on God requires the willingness to bear uncertainty, to carry within oneself the unanswered question, lifting the heart to God about it whenever it intrudes upon one's thoughts." - Elizabeth Elliot.

"Trust in the Lord with all your heart, lean not to your own understanding. In all your ways, acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight." Proverbs 3:5

Waiting is hard. Trusting and waiting are even more difficult. I'm accustomed to seeing instant results, and no matter how many times I read trust and wait, I find myself trying to find other solutions instead of waiting on God, and trusting that he has everything worked out. But he laid out the stars, he counted every grain of sand - of course he has my life worked out.